Post by Darknessfalls on Sept 10, 2006 18:02:57 GMT -5
I Love You In 666 Ways, Forever…
By: Kelsie Johnson
Note: This is a story to kinda make up for my other story which is just a quickie story...so here it is.
Chapter One: How I died..
My name is Alexsie Deedaunt, and I’m dead. How, and why may be your two questions. Well, Ill make all of it clear in due time, but first, Ill tell you a little about me. I’m by no means fat, I’m at a perfect weight considering my short size. I’m only about five foot seven. So as you can imagine I’m a little thing. My hair is long, but not so long it goes to my shoulders. I have blonde hair that looks white because it’s so blonde and I have blue eyes. Typical Ken I know, but I’m loved for my looks, and they also get me in a lot of trouble…but, lets get to what I’m sure your all just dieing to know, ha. How I died….
It was many many many, years ago in a town named Amaya located in the outskirts of New York….
*Flash Back*
My shoes made a soft thud on the pavement as I walked home. The streets were deserted now except for the occasional hooker. It was late and I could scarcely see more than five feet in front of me. I was on my way home after a long day at work, and I had felt someone watching me all day there and I had hoped to escape this feeling on my way home, but I hadn’t and I could still feel someone following me. As I was lost in thought someone grabbed me and quickly yanked me into an alley. I screamed despite no one being around but I was soon silenced by a strong hand wrapping itself over my mouth.
‘’Keep quiet and I won’t hurt you, yet.’’ A deep and very haunting voice that I found sent shivers down my spine said as he pushed me down the alley towards a running car. He pushed me into the passenger’s seat of what I now found to be a BMW. I fumbled with the seat belt but got it on after the man got into the car. It was then that I noticed how handsome he truly was…he had spiked black hair in the back and longer in the front covering his eyes, that I couldn’t see yet.
‘’Umm..Sir, where are you taking me?’’ I squeaked out trying to keep my voice steady though I could tell it was shaking anyway.
‘’I am taking you to my home, now no more questions.’’ He said in a slightly annoyed voice. I did as I was told and looked out the car window as we drove to his…home. The thought terrified me, I was never going to see my family, or friends ever again. It wasn’t like I had a bounty of great friends…just…acquaintances really..people I knew only by name, and my only family was a cat who had taken up residence in my small flat named Muffin. Still looking out the window I noticed that we were on the outskirts of our town…it wasn’t a very large area…it took about a half an hour to go around the whole town on foot and about ten minutes by carriage, so it didn’t surprise me we were going somewhere far from the dirty place. I was almost happy to be leaving and couldn’t help but smile. I was broke from my thoughts by a deep voice.
‘’We are here, follow me, and don’t try to run, because if you do, I will kill you.’’ The mysterious man said before slipping from the car.
I followed his actions and slid out and almost fainted when I saw the huge gothic style castle before me. It was enormous! It had gargoyles on the towers, and everything that I had thought would be on a castle. The man had started walking so I had to jog to catch up to him. I coughed politely hoping I could ask him his name, but he didn’t seem to notice, so I did it again.
‘’Stop your damn coughing, I’m not telling you my name.’’ He hissed opening the large doors at the front of the castle he went in where a maid meeted him. She was dressed in an all black French maids outfit and took his coat from him, and mine from me. She shut the doors and took our coats from the room.
The fact that he could read my mind shocked and baffled me and the fact he had maids shocked me even more! It must cost a fortune to keep all of them paid equally and have enough for taxes. I was lost in thought as I starred at the furnishings of the castle. There where vases and paintings, mirrors and swords…it was almost like a museum. I gasped when I found myself in a beautiful bedroom. ‘’Wow.’’ I said forgetting my instructions not to talk.
‘’This is where you will be staying until your blooding.’’ The man said nodding as he looked around the room.
Tonight seemed like ‘Shock Alexsie to death night’ because if I had heard right, he had said ‘blooding’. What was that supposed to mean, I knew that people had once been afraid of Vampire’s…but they had long been extinct…unless…No! I was starting to scare myself now. As I looked behind myself to look t him I noticed his beautiful eyes. They where a stunning red and silver color that was not at all human, so putting this together with the fact I had seen heavy curtains on every window…I figured I was facing the long forgotten Vampire.
‘’Y-y-your..a-a…’’ ‘’Vampire? Yes, I am, and you will be too, soon. So, I have to kill you soon. Take a nice warm bath and then put on the clothes on the bed there. Afterwards a maid will take you to the blooding room. Ill see you very soon Alexsie.’’ The man said before disappearing through the heavy wooden door.
I stood in silence absorbing all of this. ‘’Blooding…dieing…Vampire..my name? How, why…oh God…’’ I said helplessly falling onto the large four poster queen size bed. I sighed, I wasn’t going to wiggle out of this one…so I decided to just do as I was told. He didn’t seem like the type who was going to brutally kill me just because he felt like it, he could have done that in the alley. So I slipped off my clothes and went into the bathroom. A steaming bath had already been drawn in the en suit bathroom and oils had been added making it smell very good. I slid in and moaned as the warm water hit my body, it felt so good to have a good bath again.
A while later I had slipped on the clothes on the bed. I had been given a pair of black pants and a white button up shirt. A necklace also sat there on the bed, it was a bat and a rose and the jewel on it was a red color, so I had put it on. I didn’t have to wait long for a maid to come in. ‘’Sir Alexsie, Master Jyrkie would like to see you know.’’ So that was his name; Jyrkie…I simply nodded and followed the woman out of my new room and down the hall and down the same stairs I must have come up earlier to a grand looking room with a stage like thing in the middle of the room, and different weapons and such lined the walls…but these ones where different… and I couldn’t figure out how. I was instructed to sit on the wooden table that was on the stage area so I sat down and crossed my legs shivering slightly from the cold.
‘’You look good when you are in clean clothes.’’ Said the deep voice from the car and alley, Jyrkie. ‘’Th-thank you.’’ I said quietly as I felt warm breath tickle my bare neck, I had put my hair into a low ponytail with a ribbon that had been sitting with my clothes.
‘’Are you ready to die?’’ He asked me circling around to face me. He wore different clothes from before. He had all black on, and the same necklace as me, only the jewel was red black and silver combined in a swirling pool. And if I hadn’t have known better, I would have said it, was, swirling around still.
‘’I..I guess…’’ I said softly looking down. ‘’May I ask you something..’’ I said trying to be brave.
‘’I suppose.’’
‘’Why do you want to kill me…and…why me at all? And…your name…is it…Jyrkie?’’ I asked shaking severely now from my fright and cold.
‘’I want to kill you because you are pure, and I have watched you for a long time now. You deserve better than what you had once had. That answers the first two questions, and yes, my name is Jyrkie, I suppose you heard Janette say that?’’ He said looking me over with a hunger in his eyes.
I nodded. ‘’Yes…you promise it won’t hurt?’’ I said looking up from my shuddering body.
He shook his head. ‘’I cant promise that, I almost guarantee it will hurt, it will be the worst pain you have ever felt, but I can promise that you will live forever with me after it all and you will be very happy. I know you will.’’ He said snapping his head quickly making hair move from his gorgeous eyes.
Moments later he was drinking my blood. My head was spinning and I was weakly gripping onto him with tears overflowing from my blue eyes. ‘’J-j-j-jyrk-jyrkie,it it…h-hu-hurts…’’ I sobbed shaking in his strong arms. He looked almost sympathetic as he pulled away from my neck for a moment. ‘’I know, just hang in there a moment..’’ He said returning to my neck. I was soon sent over the borderline and fet my body give up. My form went limp in his arms and I no longer breathed. He cut his wrist and put it to my lips letting the red liquid trickle down into my mouth. Soon my heart had started beating again and I was hungrily drinking his blood. When he pulled his arm away I could see completely again, even better than ever before. I could even hear his heartbeat like it was a bass drum pounding next to me.
‘’How do you feel?’’ He asked watching as his wound healed its self. I stretched my arms a little. ‘’Good…for being dead I guess..’’I said quietly shuddering as I called myself dead. It then hit me at how cold I was. ‘’Jyrkie…?’’ I asked softly. He looked up. ‘’Hum?’’ He asked simply.
‘’Im..Im freezing.’’ I said simply. He chuckled and took my hand. ‘’Come on, we can go to bed.’’ He said walking quickly up to where is room, our room was.
* End Flashback *
My death is one of my least favorite memories..considering all the pain I went through. But Jyrkie helped me recover from it all and helped me adapt to the new ways of life I had to pick up being a Vampire. I still live with Jyrkie but a lot has happened since that time way back when. He was grown away from me…and it makes me very sad and I find my heart breaking just thinking about it. I think he wants to get rid of me really, but if I ask him..he simply tells me he loves me and to leave him to his work. So I’m now sitting in our room quietly on the bed waiting for him to come to the bed we share…the sun will be up soon and its growing late in the night and I’m tiered.
‘’Jyrkie…’’ I said quietly, knowing he would be listening on the room I was in, as he always did when he wasn’t with me, to make sure I was always safe.
’Yes, Alexsie? What’s wrong?’ Came his voice in my head. I smiled at his voice as I always did. ‘’Its late…please come to bed…I need you…’’ I said moving slightly on the bed. I hadn’t gotten to make love to him for a long time, and I missed it. The last time we had was years ago. This almost had me in tears… but I was soon greeted by the strong embrace of Jyrkie as he came into the room and saw some of the tears that had started to fall. ‘’What’s wrong, little one?’’ He asked looking down into my still blue eyes. I had changed my hair color to a brown color with some light blonde scattered in it if you looked hard.
‘’I..I miss you..’’ I said truthfully, I really did miss him…but I needed more than just a kiss. But that was all I got. He kissed me on the cheek. ‘’I’m here, no need to miss me, or cry about me. I haven’t seen you cry for a very long time.’’ He said. I knew he had caught me now. ‘’So there must be another reason other than missing me…is it that you miss, us?’’ He asked shifting me onto his lap. I sighed and nodded bowing my head. My necklace became visible at this. ‘’Ah..we still are one. You are my fledgling, my own blood, just not in bed for a while. We need some time apart..’’ He said kissing my head and laying me down. ‘’Now get some rest.’’ He said sliding us under the covers and blowing out a candle giving off a weak source of light in the room.
I felt like he had just blown out the light in my heart.
Chapter two: When love first found us
The next night when I awoke, as usual, Jyrkie was no where to be seen. All that was left of him was the light scent of his cologne. I sighed and looked up at the ceiling in the dark. My dreams had been about the beginning of our love. The feeling I got when I was close to him, the passion we shared for one another. It felt like all that was long forgotten now with the way Jyrkie acted. I had to blink away the tears threatening to flow free from my eyes as I remembered our first night together.
* Flash Back*
I snuggled closer to the man lying next to me. I had been laying awake for quite some time despite my severe tiredness. Outside it was storming, and I was terribly afraid of storms. I didn’t want to bother Jyrkie by crying out, or waking him up, so I was biting down on my tongue and letting silent tears roll down my pale cheeks. Blood was the only thing I could taste in my mouth as I lay. I hoped Jyrkie would wake up soon.
About an hour later the storm had grown worse and I was shaking from fear ext to Jyrkie. My hair was soaked with tears and sweat and Im sure if it had gone on much longr I would have bitten my tongue clean off.
‘’Alexsie, your crying..whats wrong?’’ Came the long awaited deep voice of Jyrkie. ‘’The…….storm…sc-scares…..me…’’ I sobbed shaking harder now that I was crying freely. Blood was dripping off of my tongue and mixing in my mouth stinging painfully. Jyrkie hugged me sympathetically. ‘’You should have shook me awake…Next time a storm comes just wake me. I wont be angry with you’’ He said wiping the still flowing tears off of my cheeks.
Although I knew what he said was entirely true, the fright of the storm kept me up the duration of the night, but this time Jyrkie was awake with me murmuring caring words to me. When the sun set again we both got out of bed. Jyrkie left me to bathe, he said he had something to attend to anyway.
Feeling a little better I went into his bathroom that was connected to the large master bedroom. It was a clean bathroom and the stone floor was cold on my bare feet. I turned on the tub water and added oils to it. Turning my back on the water I looked at myself in the mirror. I had bloodshot eyes from crying all night and I had blood around my mouth from biting my tongue. I stuck out my tongue and winced as it stretched the broken skin on it. I had deep gashes in it from my new eye teeth. I would have to be careful in the future.
Turning I notice that a note was stuck to the back of the door. I’m not sure how I missed it in the first place, but I did. I pulled it off and looked at the curvy hand writing. It could only be Jyrkie’s, or so I assumed considering this would be the first time I had ever seen his hand writing.
Dear Pet,
Tonight I have planned something special to make up for taking you from your home and to show you what I expect of you now that you live here. Please be ready by 10:05 this evening.
Your new loving master,
Jyrkie.
I smiled at the note and took a deep breath, he said my new loving master. He loves me. I jumped up and down like a small child might and gave a small giggle. My hysterics where cut short by the fat that the tub water was almost over flowing. I quickly turned off the running water. I had to drain some so I could get into it without it over flowing on me. I slid into the warm water welcoming the caressing feeling it gave me. My skin felt smooth just being in the clean water. I shut my eyes and rested my head on a towel I had rolled up so I didn’t get a sore neck from the hard side of the tub if I fell asleep, which I didn’t plan on doing. After a short lived rest I sat up to wash my long blonde hair. Many different shampoos lined the shelf next to the tub. I read a few labels until I found one I liked. Icy Rain. It smelt wonderful as I put some onto my hand and lathered my hair with it. It was a mixed scent of rain outside and something else my human nose couldn’t figure out. I shut my eyes and went under water rinsing out my hair. I slipped from the tub and stepped onto the cool stone floor. I wrapped a towel around my thin waist and quietly walked from the bathroom.
In my room I found an outfit sitting out for me. No doubt the maid had left it for me. I dried off completely and slid on the black leather pants sitting there for me. They fit me perfectly and I actually enjoyed the smooth feeling on my legs. I put on the light white shirt and buttoned all the buttons but three and slid my necklace on. I thought I looked quiet stunning in the mirror. I had just sat down when a maid knocked on the door. ‘’M’Lord is waiting for you.’’ She said softly into the room. I nodded gaily and followed her from my room to meet my love once more.
It amazed me at how much he had stolen my heart as I walked. I had known him for no more than a day and he already had me moaning in my dreams. I sighed in content as I stopped behind the maid in the large parlor. Jyrkie stood holding a single black rose in his hands. He was wearing black pants and a black button up shirt much like mine, but his muscular chest was much more built than mine and he looked like something out of a romance novel.
‘’Hello,pet.’’ He said in that seductive deep voice that I loved. ‘’Hello…master.’’ I replied shyly. I wasn’t certain on what I was to call him just yet.
Jyrkie smiled at this and it made me a bit nervous. ‘’You can call me, Jyrkie. I don’t need to be called Master tonight, pet.’’ He said smoothly.
I nodded weakly and took the arm he offered me. I was a bit surprised as we began to go upstairs. He must have seen this because he smiled and gave me my answer.
“I thought it would be nice if we got to know each other in a place you where comfortable in…and considering my room is that place, we will be there tonight.” He said as we reached his large wooden door. It swung open without him touching it, and this surprised me yet again.
After a while of simple small chat that had loosened me up a bit along with the wine bottle we had both been sipping at, I was feeling a bit bubbly. Jyrkie was sitting on the other couch in the room centered around the fire that was roaring in the fireplace with a seductive smile on his lips that made me squirm with want.
Before I could stop myself I had stood up and began walking over to him. I leaned over him and pushed my lips to his very cool ones. It took my breath away as his hands grabbed my thin waist and pulled me down on him so I was straddling him. As our kiss deepened and our tongues swirled in a duel for dominance I felt his hard member press against my thigh and I broke the kiss to look down at him because I was still straddling him on the couch.
He smiled at me as I placed a hand on his chest and began unbuttoning his shirt. I let my skinny fingers dance over his built chest, tracing the muscles under the pale flawless skin. But I got no further because he grabbed me and put me on the bed taking dominance as he began undressing us both leaving little kisses on my skin as I bit my lip in pleasure and tried not to moan. His smooth hands traveled down my now bare thighs, and just as he was about to push into me I started to cry.
He looked at me with a confused look on his face. “Pet, what’s wrong?” He asked me softly.
I was shaking and felt horrid for making him stop, I could tell he wanted this. “I’m…I’m just not ready….” I replied refusing to open my pale blue eyes to look into his dark red and silver ones. I knew I wouldn’t be able to pull away if I did.
“I understand….we will do it when you’re ready. I find that I already love you to much to hurt you in such a way.’’ Jyrkie said heavily.
This only made me cry more. I really needed to learn to control my emotions. I threw my arms around the man sitting next to me and cried in the crook of his neck. “I love you…” Was all I needed to hear from him before I kissed him again.
“I love you too…” I whispered back after our kiss had finished.
The next morning I awoke to Jyrkie’s strong embrace. I was beginning to like waking up to him. I giggled as he scrunched his face up and opened his eyes.
“Good morning, pet.” He said blinking sleep from his eyes. “Morning, Jyrkie.” I replied happily. I had never felt so….whole. This was maybe the first time I had ever been loved so thoroughly.
I just hoped it would last.
*End Flashback*
I sat up in the big king sized bed we shared and swung my legs over the side and slid out.
“Jyrkie…” I called softly waiting for his voice to enter my mind.
‘Yes, pet?’ Came my awaited reply.
“Good morning.” I said trying to get him in a good mood. It seemed now that he was a lot more angry than happy. He hardly talked to me anymore. It was like I was some puppy he had gotten and now he didn’t want.
‘Oh..umm..yes.’ Was the reply I got.
I shook my head almost angrily and I went into the bathroom to take a nice shower and maybe wash away my anger that Jyrkie seemed to be causing. He made me feel so…so low! I can’t even begin to explain it. I felt like I was a maid.
Shaking my head I stepped into the steaming water of the shower. It felt good running down over my frail frame. I grabbed the only shampoo in the shower and squirted some onto my head and lathered my blonde hair with it. Its scent made me forget even more of my angers, and soon I had completely forgotten everything Jyrkie had been doing and the things he had been saying.
About a half an hour later I decided to leave the shower and get dressed. I wrapped my towel around me tighter when I entered the room. A sight I didn’t expect to see was sitting before me.
Jyrkie.
“Did you need me?” I asked passing him to get to my dresser on the opposite side of the room.
“Well, I needed to ask you a few things…But, if it’s a problem, I don’t need to ask them.’’ He said shrugging.
I gulped and shook my head at my dresser. “This isn’t about wanting to know if I’m okay then…is it?’’ I said in a hurt tone.
Following this question was only silence, that was deafening to me.
Chapter 3: Coming soon
By: Kelsie Johnson
Note: This is a story to kinda make up for my other story which is just a quickie story...so here it is.
Chapter One: How I died..
My name is Alexsie Deedaunt, and I’m dead. How, and why may be your two questions. Well, Ill make all of it clear in due time, but first, Ill tell you a little about me. I’m by no means fat, I’m at a perfect weight considering my short size. I’m only about five foot seven. So as you can imagine I’m a little thing. My hair is long, but not so long it goes to my shoulders. I have blonde hair that looks white because it’s so blonde and I have blue eyes. Typical Ken I know, but I’m loved for my looks, and they also get me in a lot of trouble…but, lets get to what I’m sure your all just dieing to know, ha. How I died….
It was many many many, years ago in a town named Amaya located in the outskirts of New York….
*Flash Back*
My shoes made a soft thud on the pavement as I walked home. The streets were deserted now except for the occasional hooker. It was late and I could scarcely see more than five feet in front of me. I was on my way home after a long day at work, and I had felt someone watching me all day there and I had hoped to escape this feeling on my way home, but I hadn’t and I could still feel someone following me. As I was lost in thought someone grabbed me and quickly yanked me into an alley. I screamed despite no one being around but I was soon silenced by a strong hand wrapping itself over my mouth.
‘’Keep quiet and I won’t hurt you, yet.’’ A deep and very haunting voice that I found sent shivers down my spine said as he pushed me down the alley towards a running car. He pushed me into the passenger’s seat of what I now found to be a BMW. I fumbled with the seat belt but got it on after the man got into the car. It was then that I noticed how handsome he truly was…he had spiked black hair in the back and longer in the front covering his eyes, that I couldn’t see yet.
‘’Umm..Sir, where are you taking me?’’ I squeaked out trying to keep my voice steady though I could tell it was shaking anyway.
‘’I am taking you to my home, now no more questions.’’ He said in a slightly annoyed voice. I did as I was told and looked out the car window as we drove to his…home. The thought terrified me, I was never going to see my family, or friends ever again. It wasn’t like I had a bounty of great friends…just…acquaintances really..people I knew only by name, and my only family was a cat who had taken up residence in my small flat named Muffin. Still looking out the window I noticed that we were on the outskirts of our town…it wasn’t a very large area…it took about a half an hour to go around the whole town on foot and about ten minutes by carriage, so it didn’t surprise me we were going somewhere far from the dirty place. I was almost happy to be leaving and couldn’t help but smile. I was broke from my thoughts by a deep voice.
‘’We are here, follow me, and don’t try to run, because if you do, I will kill you.’’ The mysterious man said before slipping from the car.
I followed his actions and slid out and almost fainted when I saw the huge gothic style castle before me. It was enormous! It had gargoyles on the towers, and everything that I had thought would be on a castle. The man had started walking so I had to jog to catch up to him. I coughed politely hoping I could ask him his name, but he didn’t seem to notice, so I did it again.
‘’Stop your damn coughing, I’m not telling you my name.’’ He hissed opening the large doors at the front of the castle he went in where a maid meeted him. She was dressed in an all black French maids outfit and took his coat from him, and mine from me. She shut the doors and took our coats from the room.
The fact that he could read my mind shocked and baffled me and the fact he had maids shocked me even more! It must cost a fortune to keep all of them paid equally and have enough for taxes. I was lost in thought as I starred at the furnishings of the castle. There where vases and paintings, mirrors and swords…it was almost like a museum. I gasped when I found myself in a beautiful bedroom. ‘’Wow.’’ I said forgetting my instructions not to talk.
‘’This is where you will be staying until your blooding.’’ The man said nodding as he looked around the room.
Tonight seemed like ‘Shock Alexsie to death night’ because if I had heard right, he had said ‘blooding’. What was that supposed to mean, I knew that people had once been afraid of Vampire’s…but they had long been extinct…unless…No! I was starting to scare myself now. As I looked behind myself to look t him I noticed his beautiful eyes. They where a stunning red and silver color that was not at all human, so putting this together with the fact I had seen heavy curtains on every window…I figured I was facing the long forgotten Vampire.
‘’Y-y-your..a-a…’’ ‘’Vampire? Yes, I am, and you will be too, soon. So, I have to kill you soon. Take a nice warm bath and then put on the clothes on the bed there. Afterwards a maid will take you to the blooding room. Ill see you very soon Alexsie.’’ The man said before disappearing through the heavy wooden door.
I stood in silence absorbing all of this. ‘’Blooding…dieing…Vampire..my name? How, why…oh God…’’ I said helplessly falling onto the large four poster queen size bed. I sighed, I wasn’t going to wiggle out of this one…so I decided to just do as I was told. He didn’t seem like the type who was going to brutally kill me just because he felt like it, he could have done that in the alley. So I slipped off my clothes and went into the bathroom. A steaming bath had already been drawn in the en suit bathroom and oils had been added making it smell very good. I slid in and moaned as the warm water hit my body, it felt so good to have a good bath again.
A while later I had slipped on the clothes on the bed. I had been given a pair of black pants and a white button up shirt. A necklace also sat there on the bed, it was a bat and a rose and the jewel on it was a red color, so I had put it on. I didn’t have to wait long for a maid to come in. ‘’Sir Alexsie, Master Jyrkie would like to see you know.’’ So that was his name; Jyrkie…I simply nodded and followed the woman out of my new room and down the hall and down the same stairs I must have come up earlier to a grand looking room with a stage like thing in the middle of the room, and different weapons and such lined the walls…but these ones where different… and I couldn’t figure out how. I was instructed to sit on the wooden table that was on the stage area so I sat down and crossed my legs shivering slightly from the cold.
‘’You look good when you are in clean clothes.’’ Said the deep voice from the car and alley, Jyrkie. ‘’Th-thank you.’’ I said quietly as I felt warm breath tickle my bare neck, I had put my hair into a low ponytail with a ribbon that had been sitting with my clothes.
‘’Are you ready to die?’’ He asked me circling around to face me. He wore different clothes from before. He had all black on, and the same necklace as me, only the jewel was red black and silver combined in a swirling pool. And if I hadn’t have known better, I would have said it, was, swirling around still.
‘’I..I guess…’’ I said softly looking down. ‘’May I ask you something..’’ I said trying to be brave.
‘’I suppose.’’
‘’Why do you want to kill me…and…why me at all? And…your name…is it…Jyrkie?’’ I asked shaking severely now from my fright and cold.
‘’I want to kill you because you are pure, and I have watched you for a long time now. You deserve better than what you had once had. That answers the first two questions, and yes, my name is Jyrkie, I suppose you heard Janette say that?’’ He said looking me over with a hunger in his eyes.
I nodded. ‘’Yes…you promise it won’t hurt?’’ I said looking up from my shuddering body.
He shook his head. ‘’I cant promise that, I almost guarantee it will hurt, it will be the worst pain you have ever felt, but I can promise that you will live forever with me after it all and you will be very happy. I know you will.’’ He said snapping his head quickly making hair move from his gorgeous eyes.
Moments later he was drinking my blood. My head was spinning and I was weakly gripping onto him with tears overflowing from my blue eyes. ‘’J-j-j-jyrk-jyrkie,it it…h-hu-hurts…’’ I sobbed shaking in his strong arms. He looked almost sympathetic as he pulled away from my neck for a moment. ‘’I know, just hang in there a moment..’’ He said returning to my neck. I was soon sent over the borderline and fet my body give up. My form went limp in his arms and I no longer breathed. He cut his wrist and put it to my lips letting the red liquid trickle down into my mouth. Soon my heart had started beating again and I was hungrily drinking his blood. When he pulled his arm away I could see completely again, even better than ever before. I could even hear his heartbeat like it was a bass drum pounding next to me.
‘’How do you feel?’’ He asked watching as his wound healed its self. I stretched my arms a little. ‘’Good…for being dead I guess..’’I said quietly shuddering as I called myself dead. It then hit me at how cold I was. ‘’Jyrkie…?’’ I asked softly. He looked up. ‘’Hum?’’ He asked simply.
‘’Im..Im freezing.’’ I said simply. He chuckled and took my hand. ‘’Come on, we can go to bed.’’ He said walking quickly up to where is room, our room was.
* End Flashback *
My death is one of my least favorite memories..considering all the pain I went through. But Jyrkie helped me recover from it all and helped me adapt to the new ways of life I had to pick up being a Vampire. I still live with Jyrkie but a lot has happened since that time way back when. He was grown away from me…and it makes me very sad and I find my heart breaking just thinking about it. I think he wants to get rid of me really, but if I ask him..he simply tells me he loves me and to leave him to his work. So I’m now sitting in our room quietly on the bed waiting for him to come to the bed we share…the sun will be up soon and its growing late in the night and I’m tiered.
‘’Jyrkie…’’ I said quietly, knowing he would be listening on the room I was in, as he always did when he wasn’t with me, to make sure I was always safe.
’Yes, Alexsie? What’s wrong?’ Came his voice in my head. I smiled at his voice as I always did. ‘’Its late…please come to bed…I need you…’’ I said moving slightly on the bed. I hadn’t gotten to make love to him for a long time, and I missed it. The last time we had was years ago. This almost had me in tears… but I was soon greeted by the strong embrace of Jyrkie as he came into the room and saw some of the tears that had started to fall. ‘’What’s wrong, little one?’’ He asked looking down into my still blue eyes. I had changed my hair color to a brown color with some light blonde scattered in it if you looked hard.
‘’I..I miss you..’’ I said truthfully, I really did miss him…but I needed more than just a kiss. But that was all I got. He kissed me on the cheek. ‘’I’m here, no need to miss me, or cry about me. I haven’t seen you cry for a very long time.’’ He said. I knew he had caught me now. ‘’So there must be another reason other than missing me…is it that you miss, us?’’ He asked shifting me onto his lap. I sighed and nodded bowing my head. My necklace became visible at this. ‘’Ah..we still are one. You are my fledgling, my own blood, just not in bed for a while. We need some time apart..’’ He said kissing my head and laying me down. ‘’Now get some rest.’’ He said sliding us under the covers and blowing out a candle giving off a weak source of light in the room.
I felt like he had just blown out the light in my heart.
Chapter two: When love first found us
The next night when I awoke, as usual, Jyrkie was no where to be seen. All that was left of him was the light scent of his cologne. I sighed and looked up at the ceiling in the dark. My dreams had been about the beginning of our love. The feeling I got when I was close to him, the passion we shared for one another. It felt like all that was long forgotten now with the way Jyrkie acted. I had to blink away the tears threatening to flow free from my eyes as I remembered our first night together.
* Flash Back*
I snuggled closer to the man lying next to me. I had been laying awake for quite some time despite my severe tiredness. Outside it was storming, and I was terribly afraid of storms. I didn’t want to bother Jyrkie by crying out, or waking him up, so I was biting down on my tongue and letting silent tears roll down my pale cheeks. Blood was the only thing I could taste in my mouth as I lay. I hoped Jyrkie would wake up soon.
About an hour later the storm had grown worse and I was shaking from fear ext to Jyrkie. My hair was soaked with tears and sweat and Im sure if it had gone on much longr I would have bitten my tongue clean off.
‘’Alexsie, your crying..whats wrong?’’ Came the long awaited deep voice of Jyrkie. ‘’The…….storm…sc-scares…..me…’’ I sobbed shaking harder now that I was crying freely. Blood was dripping off of my tongue and mixing in my mouth stinging painfully. Jyrkie hugged me sympathetically. ‘’You should have shook me awake…Next time a storm comes just wake me. I wont be angry with you’’ He said wiping the still flowing tears off of my cheeks.
Although I knew what he said was entirely true, the fright of the storm kept me up the duration of the night, but this time Jyrkie was awake with me murmuring caring words to me. When the sun set again we both got out of bed. Jyrkie left me to bathe, he said he had something to attend to anyway.
Feeling a little better I went into his bathroom that was connected to the large master bedroom. It was a clean bathroom and the stone floor was cold on my bare feet. I turned on the tub water and added oils to it. Turning my back on the water I looked at myself in the mirror. I had bloodshot eyes from crying all night and I had blood around my mouth from biting my tongue. I stuck out my tongue and winced as it stretched the broken skin on it. I had deep gashes in it from my new eye teeth. I would have to be careful in the future.
Turning I notice that a note was stuck to the back of the door. I’m not sure how I missed it in the first place, but I did. I pulled it off and looked at the curvy hand writing. It could only be Jyrkie’s, or so I assumed considering this would be the first time I had ever seen his hand writing.
Dear Pet,
Tonight I have planned something special to make up for taking you from your home and to show you what I expect of you now that you live here. Please be ready by 10:05 this evening.
Your new loving master,
Jyrkie.
I smiled at the note and took a deep breath, he said my new loving master. He loves me. I jumped up and down like a small child might and gave a small giggle. My hysterics where cut short by the fat that the tub water was almost over flowing. I quickly turned off the running water. I had to drain some so I could get into it without it over flowing on me. I slid into the warm water welcoming the caressing feeling it gave me. My skin felt smooth just being in the clean water. I shut my eyes and rested my head on a towel I had rolled up so I didn’t get a sore neck from the hard side of the tub if I fell asleep, which I didn’t plan on doing. After a short lived rest I sat up to wash my long blonde hair. Many different shampoos lined the shelf next to the tub. I read a few labels until I found one I liked. Icy Rain. It smelt wonderful as I put some onto my hand and lathered my hair with it. It was a mixed scent of rain outside and something else my human nose couldn’t figure out. I shut my eyes and went under water rinsing out my hair. I slipped from the tub and stepped onto the cool stone floor. I wrapped a towel around my thin waist and quietly walked from the bathroom.
In my room I found an outfit sitting out for me. No doubt the maid had left it for me. I dried off completely and slid on the black leather pants sitting there for me. They fit me perfectly and I actually enjoyed the smooth feeling on my legs. I put on the light white shirt and buttoned all the buttons but three and slid my necklace on. I thought I looked quiet stunning in the mirror. I had just sat down when a maid knocked on the door. ‘’M’Lord is waiting for you.’’ She said softly into the room. I nodded gaily and followed her from my room to meet my love once more.
It amazed me at how much he had stolen my heart as I walked. I had known him for no more than a day and he already had me moaning in my dreams. I sighed in content as I stopped behind the maid in the large parlor. Jyrkie stood holding a single black rose in his hands. He was wearing black pants and a black button up shirt much like mine, but his muscular chest was much more built than mine and he looked like something out of a romance novel.
‘’Hello,pet.’’ He said in that seductive deep voice that I loved. ‘’Hello…master.’’ I replied shyly. I wasn’t certain on what I was to call him just yet.
Jyrkie smiled at this and it made me a bit nervous. ‘’You can call me, Jyrkie. I don’t need to be called Master tonight, pet.’’ He said smoothly.
I nodded weakly and took the arm he offered me. I was a bit surprised as we began to go upstairs. He must have seen this because he smiled and gave me my answer.
“I thought it would be nice if we got to know each other in a place you where comfortable in…and considering my room is that place, we will be there tonight.” He said as we reached his large wooden door. It swung open without him touching it, and this surprised me yet again.
After a while of simple small chat that had loosened me up a bit along with the wine bottle we had both been sipping at, I was feeling a bit bubbly. Jyrkie was sitting on the other couch in the room centered around the fire that was roaring in the fireplace with a seductive smile on his lips that made me squirm with want.
Before I could stop myself I had stood up and began walking over to him. I leaned over him and pushed my lips to his very cool ones. It took my breath away as his hands grabbed my thin waist and pulled me down on him so I was straddling him. As our kiss deepened and our tongues swirled in a duel for dominance I felt his hard member press against my thigh and I broke the kiss to look down at him because I was still straddling him on the couch.
He smiled at me as I placed a hand on his chest and began unbuttoning his shirt. I let my skinny fingers dance over his built chest, tracing the muscles under the pale flawless skin. But I got no further because he grabbed me and put me on the bed taking dominance as he began undressing us both leaving little kisses on my skin as I bit my lip in pleasure and tried not to moan. His smooth hands traveled down my now bare thighs, and just as he was about to push into me I started to cry.
He looked at me with a confused look on his face. “Pet, what’s wrong?” He asked me softly.
I was shaking and felt horrid for making him stop, I could tell he wanted this. “I’m…I’m just not ready….” I replied refusing to open my pale blue eyes to look into his dark red and silver ones. I knew I wouldn’t be able to pull away if I did.
“I understand….we will do it when you’re ready. I find that I already love you to much to hurt you in such a way.’’ Jyrkie said heavily.
This only made me cry more. I really needed to learn to control my emotions. I threw my arms around the man sitting next to me and cried in the crook of his neck. “I love you…” Was all I needed to hear from him before I kissed him again.
“I love you too…” I whispered back after our kiss had finished.
The next morning I awoke to Jyrkie’s strong embrace. I was beginning to like waking up to him. I giggled as he scrunched his face up and opened his eyes.
“Good morning, pet.” He said blinking sleep from his eyes. “Morning, Jyrkie.” I replied happily. I had never felt so….whole. This was maybe the first time I had ever been loved so thoroughly.
I just hoped it would last.
*End Flashback*
I sat up in the big king sized bed we shared and swung my legs over the side and slid out.
“Jyrkie…” I called softly waiting for his voice to enter my mind.
‘Yes, pet?’ Came my awaited reply.
“Good morning.” I said trying to get him in a good mood. It seemed now that he was a lot more angry than happy. He hardly talked to me anymore. It was like I was some puppy he had gotten and now he didn’t want.
‘Oh..umm..yes.’ Was the reply I got.
I shook my head almost angrily and I went into the bathroom to take a nice shower and maybe wash away my anger that Jyrkie seemed to be causing. He made me feel so…so low! I can’t even begin to explain it. I felt like I was a maid.
Shaking my head I stepped into the steaming water of the shower. It felt good running down over my frail frame. I grabbed the only shampoo in the shower and squirted some onto my head and lathered my blonde hair with it. Its scent made me forget even more of my angers, and soon I had completely forgotten everything Jyrkie had been doing and the things he had been saying.
About a half an hour later I decided to leave the shower and get dressed. I wrapped my towel around me tighter when I entered the room. A sight I didn’t expect to see was sitting before me.
Jyrkie.
“Did you need me?” I asked passing him to get to my dresser on the opposite side of the room.
“Well, I needed to ask you a few things…But, if it’s a problem, I don’t need to ask them.’’ He said shrugging.
I gulped and shook my head at my dresser. “This isn’t about wanting to know if I’m okay then…is it?’’ I said in a hurt tone.
Following this question was only silence, that was deafening to me.
Chapter 3: Coming soon
